It's been a really tough time for me. I lost my father last Tuesday. He was only 46, about to turn 47 this month, when he died from a heart attack. It was really unexpected because he never had any health problems. I can't help wonder why he wasn't given a second chance or warning time, it was just sudden, out of nowhere. is it strange to think that way?

Anywho I really don't know why I'm writing this publicly. I guess just wanted to let you all know why I haven't been active lately. I don't know if I will be active as I once was. Today, I'm just bored and have been surfing the web aimlessly, I decided to stop by.